Saturday, August 27, 2005

I started think about my life and what I want out of it. I thought about my marriage and my children and my business, and decided it was time for me to take control because I am the only person who can really say what I am going to make out of each of these areas of my life, I can wreck my marriage or I can make it the best aspect of my life. I know that I really need to work at it, it has been seven years of ups and downs but I really only think about all of the good times that we have had, I choose not to remember the rough times, My mind always goes to the fun times the vacations and the places that we have seen together, the wonderful children that we have and how much fun it is to look at them and see traits of ourselves I see my tendency to carry projects with me wherever I go coming out in my oldest daughter Anastasia, I also see the organizational skills of my husband coming out in her. I look at my youngest Shae and see my inquisitive nature coming out in her and her father’s loving side, Each of use has made our impression on our children and they go forth into the world and are a mirror of us and I hope that what people see is the best parts of us shinning through. My business is picking up this month and it is all because I have put out an extra effort this month to bring customers into the shop and I know that if I keep this up and keep putting my constructive energy into it, it will thrive for years to come. I have decided that I need to work to make every aspect of my life work to the best of my ability; I have acknowledged that I have the ability to make or break each of these and I am going to keep a positive attitude no matter what comes my way and I will trust that God has his hand in everything.